The Two Faces of Suicide
Barett Swanson
Barett Swanson
Quote:Whether we bow before the altar of transhumanism, with its robotic promise of eternal life, or congregate in the house of wellness, with its grunting sect of CrossFitters, we are nevertheless embracing an ideology that supplies a certain framework of meaning. Recognizing the spiritual function of these ideologies might help us understand their role in staving off suicide, but Bering fails even to consider them.
For Bering, parsing the etiology of a person’s mental health leaves little room for the musty errand of ideological contemplation. At one point, Bering notes that churchgoers—who place a high premium on communal fallibility—are four times less likely to commit suicide than their secular counterparts. But Bering cannot extract any comfort from this statistic. He admits that he cannot espouse “religion or any other belief system in which human suffering is conceived as meaningful.” Setting aside the question of what sorts of suffering Bering means by this, the point is not that we should all don vestments and recite the catechism. Instead, it’s that the systems we embrace might not be value-neutral, at least insofar as they buttress us against the despair that Camus so painstakingly explored.
The act of suicide necessarily involves the ravages of biology and personal disposition. But it also intersects with the ability of a society—its structures, mandates, and dominant ideologies—to impart and sustain purpose. In December, GQ published a cluster of testimonies about Anthony Bourdain, collected after his suicide, in 2018, which includes a poignant anecdote about his popular “Parts Unknown” episode with Barack Obama. Apparently, during an idle moment while sipping beers in Hanoi, Bourdain leaned over and asked, “We’re both fathers. Can you tell me, is everything going to be O.K.?” The President replied, “Yes, Tony. Everything is going to be O.K.” Bourdain, who on his shows revelled in cosmopolitan curiosity, was appealing to Obama as a fellow-parent, but his query was also, perhaps, that of a writer, one who had grown doubtful of the plotline’s coherence and who wanted our narrator-in-chief to restore the story’s truth and meaning.
“The whole age can be divided into those who write and those who do not write,” Kierkegaard, who himself wrote at length about the scourge of suicide, argued. “Those who write represent despair, and those who read disapprove of it and believe that they have a superior wisdom.” Victoria McLeod was herself a writer and, even at her young age, displayed a gimlet-eyed approach to the world and a winsome narrative persona. In her diary, Vic was at work on a profoundly important story, one that was asking all the right questions. Her struggles across its pages reveal a consciousness that chafed against expectation and social pressures, and that was in desperate search of a more stable narrative. It’s impossible to know, of course, whether a better story would have saved her. The onus falls upon us to examine the ones we’re still telling.
'Historically, we may regard materialism as a system of dogma set up to combat orthodox dogma...Accordingly we find that, as ancient orthodoxies disintegrate, materialism more and more gives way to scepticism.'
- Bertrand Russell
- Bertrand Russell