Why God Exists | Fine-tuning, Beauty, and Discoverability

Maybe there is an ultimate source of creativity in the universe  and when we percieve something in a way or from a perspective that evokes that deeper source (jung refered to as the numinosum or the numinous), that quality (beauty) pours forth into our consciousness
"So a long way of saying I don't know. "   me too

This makes me think of the visceral power of the stage play, that IMO can surpass even the highest CGI budgeted movie (though I enjoy those too!).

I recall a play partly about a young woman who suffered from mental illness, which was symbolized by blue cloth and lighting meant to symbolize drowning - even decades later while the plot escapes me and the visuals are fuzzy I can remember the actress expressing the character's desperate cry, emoting frustrated anger while also being a cry for relief.

Just haunting in that numinous way you mention...