Disturbance in the force

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Just wondering if anyone else is feeling this incredible disturbance.
It appears to be bleeding down into some kind of irritation and spreading into thoughts and feelings.
Please excuse any recent related mental and emotional outbursts, as I will do my best to do the same.
It just doesn't feel right.

I can't put my finger on it. I am sometimes capable of lowering myself down (fulcrum meditation) and letting the information become clear, the source becoming clear, and getting to the root of it. But not this time.

Sometimes these things end up being major future issues or future events coming at us. 

It feels like that nerve-wrenching irritation when you have that ringing in your ears that won't stop. Or when music is too loud and skipping, and you can't stop it. 

Feedback anyone?
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(2022-09-07, 04:49 PM)Durward Wrote: Just wondering if anyone else is feeling this incredible disturbance.

Nope. Not here.

(2022-09-07, 04:49 PM)Durward Wrote: Please excuse any recent related mental and emotional outbursts, as I will do my best to do the same.

Not to worry: online forums can be places in which ideas and motives are aggressively challenged, leading to emotional distress and outbursts. Best is just to roll with it and not get too stressed about it; there's an ebb and flow to it all, and, in the end, the guy/gal who's being aggro towards you would be a pretty decent companion in real life to share a beer with.
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I only just read this (21st September). Curiously enough, I've been feeling uncomfortable, somehow disturbed for several weeks.  I can say accurately when I started to feel this, it coincided with two other things, a visit to a local pub where a duo were performing, and some videos I'd been watching of Buffy Sainte-Marie from the mid 1960s. Because of those things I can say it was 4th September when my unease started. About two days later I tried to write down a dream, it was of a quite ordinary, mundane location, a local shopping area and streets. But it was also one of the most amazing places I've ever been.

A short extract from that dream, dated 6th Sept.

Quote:I was at the top end of the street and needed to walk back a few hundred yards. As I walked, there were pedestrians and a few vehicles. Ahead, the road seemed to be hidden in a sort of fog or mist. As I got closer, the mist was revealed as a massive 3-D projection of a sea-shore with a huge, very high sea and rolling waves breaking on the beach (on the street). A small van driving towards 'the sea' slowed and hesitated in confusion. But I could see an occasional vehicle and a few pedestrians emerging from the mist, unscathed. It was a most amazing illusion. Utterly convincing but made of nothing but air. I pulled my phone from my pocket and began to film the scene, stepping out into the middle of the road and walking closer and closer as I filmed. A particularly large and impressive wave (at least the height of a double-decker bus) thundered and broke in front of me. I felt the droplets of spray hit me and shouted 'Ohh!' just to myself but a few passers by turned and looked at me.

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There were buildings, a shopping centre (or mall) and people, musicians, families...
And it was quite magnificent, words don't capture it at all.

I'd almost forgotten that, I've been feeling unease the rest of the time, apart from that dream which was positive and uplifting.

I notice at the start of this thread, it says:
Quote:Sometimes these things end up being major future issues or future events coming at us.

That could possibly relate to my seeing an enormous wave which I needed to walk through. But notice it was an illusion, and everything was magnificent and uplifting.
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