The Deer, The Witch, The Shed, and The Baptist’s Head!

The Deer, The Witch, The Shed, and The Baptist’s Head!

Tommie Kelly

It turns out I am angry at my Angel...

...I am angry because the entire relationship feels so utterly pointless.

I call out one last time to her saying now would be a great time to show yourself, but deep in my heart, I feel it won’t happen.

A startling sound to my right and as I turn, I notice a horned headed face looking directly at me from within the trees. I say “Well, hello there!” and the Angel sounds gently and lovingly in my head “Don’t ever say I have never shown up for you.“

Made me think of this video:




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In my post last week, I spoke about the many syncs I’ve had noticed surrounding the sense that I feel like an intruder in this world – that this place is for other people and not me. I even went as far as to entertain some quite woo notions about being a being from another planet here to somehow save humanity – despite the fact that I seem quite incapable of even saving myself for the most part.

Since then I have had a few interesting syncs, a few great conversations, and some deep insights...

...I even once described myself as a Witch out loud to another person, just to try it on and see what the reaction would be. They just looked at me like I was a fucking idiot.

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When I was a child one of my favourite places in the world, and one of the very few places where I felt safe and welcomed, was the small garden shed in the backyard of my parent’s house.

I would spend hours out there just sitting, dreaming, imagining – looking at the rain from the open door. It was my refugee or my sanctuary away from the real world of parents, friends, and big sister.

A place where I could just be me.

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The Baptist’s Head in question is Duncan Barford, and we had a conversation a few days ago which was a huge eye-opener for me. In fairness, every conversation with Duncan is a huge eye-opener for me but this one is still very much resonating and vibrating with me, and I suspect will take me a while to fully unpack.